LYRICS
See You Again
You lit my cigarette
You stole my lighter
You overserved me
And then you cut me off
You said you loved me
You called a cab for me
But I know I’ll never see you again
You brought me ice cream’
You brought me cocaine
You took me dancin
And you slept with my friends
You said you loved me
You held my hair back
But I know I’ll never see you again
I know you’ve gone my love
And I know you’re not comin back
But I don’t know why everything dies
I wish I could go back
I wish you would come back to me
Cause I made you breakfast’
When I wasn’t hungry
I walked your dogs
And I scratched your guitars
I said I loved you’
I betrayed my best friend for you
And I know I’ll never see you again
You sent me postcards
But you burned my letters
You took my pride
But you sang me a song
You really loved me
You still buy the whisky
But I know you never saw me again
Hot Springs, Arkansas
Kathryn Koch/David Nanni
There is a land where all the warring tribes would meet
Hot Springs Arkansas she found an empty seat down at the bar
and wondered why she’d ever come this far
There was a van and it was packed and headed south
there was a chance that he might keep his foolish mouth shut for just one day
let the miles tear the memories away
His shoulders burn with the weight of the load
all his possessions by the side of the road
he’ll carry on with just his heart in tow
and breathe a little easier
breathe a little easier
There was a girl standing in a parking lot
there was a time when she would not be caught dead in a place like this
or even know that such a place might exist
Just off the highway looking for a place to park
he saw a sign that said Church of the Burning Heart and he was saved
and Hot Springs only 40 miles away
Your shoulders burn with the weight of the load
all your possessions by the side of the road
You’ll carry on with just your heart in tow
and breathe a little easier
breathe a little easier
This is a story now that only two can tell
This key fits the lock at the Austin Arms motel room 105
use it only if you’re sure you’re still alive
Nobody comes here now to seek a lasting peace
she sits and contemplates, her gaze fixed to the east and thinks aloud
“Bartender, can I get another round”
My shoulders burn with the weight of the load
all my possessions by the side of the road
I’ll carry on with just my heart in tow
and breathe a little easier
breathe a little easier
There is a land where all the warring tribes would meet
Hot Springs Arkansas she found an empty seat down at the bar
and wondered why she’d ever come this far
The Single Girl
I am the single girl
The “He’ll never marry you” girl
The one who is gone long before dawn
I am the single girl
I am the single girl
A drink and a smile kind of girl
And I never cry, ‘cause nobody likes
The tears of a single girl
Once loved me a gypsy
And I followed him willing
Until far from my home I found myself alone
Alone with the single girl
So don’t tell me what I want
You don’t know what I need
I’ve known you and your kind long enough
To know you can’t get inside of me
Lonely brought us together
But lonely don’t last forever
Someday soon you’ll be fine and move on with your life
Without the single girl
Don’t tell me what I want
You don’t know what I need
The only voice that matters now
Is the voice in me
Yes I am your single girl
The despite-everything- I- love- you girl
And I’ll be alright, I chose my life
I am the single girl
And it’d be alright if you stay the night
Here with your single girl
Good For You
I’m good for you
I’m so good for you
I’m the one who longs for you
Who sees no wrong in you
And for all I take from you it’s obvious
I’m good for you
I’m right for you
I’m up every night for you
My house is burning down
While I wait for you to come around
No complaint, without a frown
I’m so good for you
Don’t even hesitate
You know it’s not too late
4 o’clock is early love
When I been without my love
Come on baby, let me kiss your face
I’m good for you
There is no other who
Would tell you it’s okay
To be treated this a-way
But you know I’ll stay
Cause I’m good for you
Just admit it
Let me have this
I’m so good for you
Pen and Ink
Why can’t I be allowed to love you?
Why can’t I be cool water on your hot summer day?
Why can’t I be your Saturday night on Tuesday?
Why don’t you love me always?
Why can’t you see your lips are supposed to kiss me?
Why can’t you see your hands are supposed to caress me?
Why do you lie when you’re lying beside me?
Why don't you love me always?
Take this, I want you to
Let me break this, cause I know you want it too
Let me write the story all over your body
I’m pen, I’m ink, I’m everything baby
I’m pen, I’m ink
I’m all of that baby, yes I am
I wonder whatever happened to JJ
I wonder what became of Frank and Billy
And I wonder of all my loves unrequited
Why don’t you love me always?
Take this, I want you to
Let me break this, cause I know you want me to
Let me write the story all over your body
I’m pen, I’m ink, I’m everything baby
I’m pen, I’m ink
I’m all of that baby, yes I am
Anyway
Time is gettin older
Everything once new is over
And I’m just the same as ever
When you look at me
And even though we keep on talkin
You don’t tell me what you’re thinkin
I don’t let you know my secrets
And you never ask
But you don’t need to know
You don’t need to hear the words that I never say
I love you anyway
We become concrete then disappear
I still hear your words hot on my ear
And the smell of you on my skin
It was never just about one night
It was weeks and months and years
Of a certain smile
A certain way you avert your eyes
But i don’t need to know
I don’t need to hear the words that you never say
You love me anyway
I concentrate on little things
Like fingertips and anything
Besides your lips
You don’t need to breathe another word
I don’t know just what you’ve heard
But I’ve moved on
From all the things that we never said
And we’ll never say again
I love you I love you
Time is getting older
Everything once new is over
But I’m just the same as ever
When you look at me
And I’m so glad to be alone
I’m so much better on my own
Yet I still want you to know
Even if you don't
Need to hear the words that I never say
I love you anyway
I’ll always love you anyway
Strength to Run
I turned 34 that year in Nashville
I was livin but I was dead inside
There was a man who loved me and another man who absolutely did not love me
But if there was a difference
I didn’t really care
So I cut all ties and drank til I was lying down
Rockin back and forth
Trying to find something
I tried every night
As if the honky tonks on Broadway could ever care
I know the girls there, I was one of them
And they don’t give a damn
But they look good doin it don’t they
I was jealous of their easy ways and make believe
I know now that I was barely hangin on
But back then I could not believe that anything could ever change
I turned 39 last year in Buffalo
With a man who loves me
There’s no other man there’s just the ghost
But Buffalo is just like Nashville
I’m still all alone
Wishing I had not done wrong
Because I did you wrong
Deliberately, cruelly
And then I kicked you out like you were nothin but an afterthought
I’ve got no hope that there’s still time
But I want a chance
To admit my crimes
I still love you but you’re no longer real
And I’m not real to you
I’m just something that you suffered through
And when you left
On that very last day
I wanted to chase you down
Wanted to make you stay
But in the end
When all is said and done
I'm so grateful that you finally had the strength to run
Cause time means nothing
And time… it lies.
The Question
When I think about what’s changed I’m amazed
Even water doesn’t taste the same
The way I used to need ice cubes
I used to have to have a glass on the nightstand
Yeah I was always thirsty when you were my man
And when I look around now I’m astounded
By the very walls and the carpet
By the way the paintings tell a story
Of what we were never saying
In all the songs we were playing
I know you were never really mine
You were temporary bliss
In a sea of ambivalence
Not an answer but a question
Despite your best intention
My love my love
When I cry it’s a relief cause you can’t see it
You can’t accuse me of manipulation
When i cry it’s only mine and it’s beautiful
To finally stop hiding
When I cry I secretly like it
But I know that we were not a lie
Baby we tried
But then you walked off with my life
Invading me every night
I’m amazed I could deny it
Darlin don’t you know I like the loneliness
It’s temporary sanity
In a life of instability
It’s the answer to the question
Despite my best intentions
My love my love
The greatest lie is false affection
I don’t want that
I don’t want to be that
Your greatest lie was false affection
I don’t want that
I don’t want to be that
I know you were never really mine
You were temporary bliss
In a sea of ambivalence
It’s the answer to the question
Despite our best intentions
My love my love my love
Saint Augustine
I found out through a glowing screen one Sunday night
I thought that I had lost you years ago
But it turns out you can keep losing
Even in the worst times you were still a blanket
A defense against the cruelty the frailty the disbelief
Saint Augustine, protect me
I don’t know how to pray, if it’s you that I’m praying to.
Saint Augustine, you’ve let me down for the last time
I was so afraid what I might find there without you
and I found you everywhere
I folded up the letter that I wrote over and over
And I buried it but nothing stays buried
Saint Augustine, protect me
I don’t know how to pray, if it’s you that I’m praying to.
Saint Augustine, you’ve let me down for the last time
You Crush Me
I’ve tossed and I’ve turned for you
And I’ve crashed and I've burned for you
And I’ve risked so much for you
Just to end up alone
I gave it all away
So much in so many ways
And yet here I stand today
Wishing you loved me too
And it means so much
You crush me cause I’m so in love with you
I loved you like I would die
Years later I’m still alive
And no matter how I try
I know nothing will change
You say that you feel the same
But it feels like a game you play
You know how to keep me hangin on
Til I feel like a fool
And it means so much
You crush me cause I’m so in love with you
And I’ve never been broken but I know what it looks like
I saw your face that night, baby
And the damage I do to myself for you
And you’ll never say, across a crowded room,
“That’s my girl, isn’t she beautiful”
You’ll never drive all night, you’ll never sacrifice
I don’t want to but I’ve got to let you go
Despite what I feel for you
I’ve just got to get over you
I know I’m not the one for you
And you’ll never be my man
And it means so much
You crush me cause I’m so in love with you
Little Birdie
Little Birdie, Little Birdie
Why don’t you sing, why don’t you fly?
From Niagara, gone down Main Street
The last sweet song will pass you by
The Niagara, she is mighty
As the Mississippi’s wide
How I miss those icy waters
Singing like a lullaby
Little Birdie, Little Birdie
Why don’t you sing, why don’t you fly?
From Niagara, gone down Main Street
The last sweet song will pass you by
Crystal winter, trees of silver
Along the banks that saved my life
My own river, lost in stillness
Will you see another summertime?
The last songs of birds in autumn
They fly along the river gorge
And I wonder, will they sing to me
When I reach the other shore?
Little Birdie, Little Birdie
Why don’t you sing, why don’t you fly?
From Niagara, gone down Main Street
The last sweet song will pass you by
The last sweet song will pass you by